ॐ गं गणपतये नमः

Thank you Lord. Because of you, today I am at peace with myself. Only few more miles...haina? :)

Blue.

For some ‘blue’ is just a color and for some it is symbolic of the sorrows inside their heart.

           

To me blue represents the entirety of my heart and soul. For my heart and soul together are nothing less than this cosmos. Over this color blue, my dreams are the studded stars and they shine in their own light.

        

When life is basking in the glory of sunshine, the clear blue sky is my canvas to paint my dreams. For what do you think these cottony clouds are! Nothing but the dreams and milestones I have painted.

And when it rains over my blue landscape, the beauty is matchless. It tells stories to me. Stories from stones and stories from tomorrows. Don’t you think that this heavy downpour will wash me away. For it’s here to cleanse my soul. Pristine! That’s what I change into after a heavy downpour of struggle and failure.

        

Whenever I am there at the top of a mist engulfed mountain with occasional outburst of drizzle, I see you coming to me; holding in your li'l hands a seven colored umbrella. With a smile and a twinkle in your eyes you embrace me by my knees. You know! That keeps me going. Not the sunshiny umbrella but the shine in your eyes.

      

When the scorching summer along with its heat-waves wilts me down, I know my life is safe, when holding your rainbow colored umbrella I see you coming. You know! That keeps me going. Not the umbrella but your eyes.

        

I can hold my soul on to my two palms and can tribute it to the blue in your eyes. For in the blue of your eyes lie my cosmos and my entire existence.

My blue-eyed baby girl! You are the spark that gives life to my life.

In conversation with my God.

I know you are listening. And my prayers would be answered soon. Aren't they under process? Yes they are.

So, take your own sweet time and know that I am so not gonna break in to pieces and fall apart.

A Letter to God.

Dear God,


As I grow in life may I learn the wisdom to see people as they are, not as they appear.


I wish I was not so ignorant of the true shades of human nature. I wish I was not a fool to trust people just like that. Someone close once told me a sensitive girl can seldom succeed. And it seems to be so so so true.


Yours Truly
MystiquePree

On a Slate. ~ My story on Nirasha

Hope. That’s what we girls are. We are the li’l angels of hope and harbingers of happiness and prosperity. And that’s why many of us are named Asha. I know families who celebrate the homecoming of their ‘bundle of joy’ and I have come across such families too who sink themselves in the river of despair.

Dear Readers,

Would you mind if I ask you:

1.  What’s your definition of girl/daughter?
2.  Someday, don’t you want to have your own daughter?
3.  Her Name and its meaning.

What kind of parents they must be who named their daughter Nirasha? The father denied her as his child and the mother cursed her womb! Believe me her name was Nirasha. I met her while I was in Dubai. She was the caretaker of my friend’s aunt’s ailing daughter. Contrary to her name she was a livewire. She said it wasn’t easy for her to come in terms with life. Sometimes your tears refuse to roll down because you can’t show your pain to the blazing gaze of a hard-hearted society.

In every corner of the world girls are abused, disrespected, raped and killed. Is she really so insignificant?

Accept it or not but girls are the most beautiful creation of God. His miracle of superior eminence. If nothing more, She is what you called Life. Is there anything more dearer than one's life?

♥ Words on a slate are never permanent. Lets rub off the traces of such a society where women are still ill-treated. ♥

***Photograph used is the original work of the blog author.

Prayer~

♥ God! give me the willpower to rise above the ordinary. ♥

A Musing Of 'Hope'!

Burning the heart and burning the soul

Tragedies befall when terror takes its toll.

Tears stop rolling but humanity cries

When marring the emotions; cruelty and hatred rise.

Deep under the grave happiness lies asleep

Seeing the wounds even the mountains weep.

In the name of God one kills the other

(With) those blood smeared hands then offers prayer.

'We' the human beings are shameless enough

To hide our sins under the religious turf.

Still "Hope" lingers everywhere around

New dreams reap from the blood stained ground.

One day, only love and peace will rule every heart

Let all of us unite and make a new start.

Lighting a candle my heart prays for the departed souls

May its light burn every evil that our hearts hold.

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Terror can't kill the 'Spirit'!

A Musing Of 'Hope'!

Burning the heart and burning the soul
Tragedies befall when terror takes its toll.

Tears stop rolling but humanity cries
When marring the emotions; cruelty and hatred rise.

Deep under the grave happiness lies asleep
Seeing the wounds even the mountains weep.

In the name of God one kills the other
(With) those blood smeared hands then offers prayer.

'We' the human beings are shameless enough
To hide our sins under the religious turf.

Still "Hope" lingers everywhere around
New dreams reap from the blood stained ground.

One day, only love and peace will rule every heart
Let all of us unite and make a new start.

Lighting a candle my heart prays for the departed souls
May its light burn every evil that our hearts hold.

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Terror can't kill the 'Spirit'!

बस युही !

न जाने क्यों… आज में खुश हुँ !

आज पंख मिले है अरमानों को

और रंग मेरे सपनो को .

दिल धड़क रहा है आज ज़ोरों से

जैसे लहरों से बात कर रहा हो.

आज बादलों पे टिकाएँ पाव मैंने

जैसे चन्दा को चूमा हो.

आज आंखों में चमक हैं मेरे

और

लवों पे मुस्कान

पर क्यों…???

बस युही !!!

:) :) :)

Yes ! I am happy today… for no reason at all. Does being haapy needs any reason? ….No nah!

No dear friends…no special event has taken place…nor my sapno ka raajkumar has come.. *sob*sob :P

Why does a day always needs a reason to be special ?

Why does one waits for a special day to convey their feelings?

Why even I was waiting for some special day to do this?
(Do this...but what…??? …just wait…n scroll down slowly slowly…reading evry single line...very dhyan se..…the show is about to begin)

But no…no more waiting…shwating!

I have decided to make this day a special day of my life.

But how…???

So friends…here I go…..

A serious confession direct from my nanha sa HEART…

"I love you all….i do care for you all…you all have encouraged me to no end… all your love and support means a lot to me…thank you for being there with me and please be there with me always."

Take Care
:) :) :)
(((HUGS))


Bas ban gaya na ye mera din very very SPECIAL :)

Wait re.... din abhi khatam nahi hua hai...

I have some small tokens of love for u all.
In this 3 months of blogging…I have received many awards from my sweet blogger friends.


And today I am passing them along, as is the tradition…. I hope you all will like them. And I will be more than happy if you accept them…

1) “Bloggers Of The World - 2007/2008” : I received this award from Sameera just few days back.

I want to pass it over to each and evry blogger on my blogroll.

2) Inspiring Blog 2007: i received this one from Sameera and Shalini few days back only. I would love to pass it over to those friends whose writings have always inspired me in some or the other way. Who I think can change the world through their unique and natural writings and out of the box thinkings.

Arpan
Bobby
Deepa
Indrajit
Lena
Li’l writter
Priya
Spirit
(Sameera n Shalini... you two are also included)

3) Eagle Nest Award: This is my first award. Thanks to Akansha. I would love to pass it over to:

Compassion unlimited
Kalyan
Shalini
shashi
Vikas
Virtual rambler

4) Rocking Girl Blogger Award: I received this rocking award from none other than rocking Sameera. And i would love to pass it over to all those female bloggers… who are simply rocking:

Aarthi
Akila
Curryegg
Jodi
Mads
Mann
Phoenix
Priya
Shalini
Spirit

5) Candlied Apple Award: I received this “Oh! So Cute Award!” from honey dipped Sameera. I would love to pass it over to:

Arpan

Mads

Mann

Kaushiki

Sashi

Spirit

6) Thoughtful Blog Reader Award: I received this one again from thoughtful Sameera. I would pass over to:

Akansha
Bobby
Curryegg
Lena
Li’l writter
Indrajit
Spirit
Virtual rambler

Enjoy the awards and please do not forget to link back to this post as you pass them along, in order to keep up this chain of love. (I stole this line from Lena…n Lena did the same from Sameera …. Now this is called keeping up the chain of love :P)

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Oyi meri Angel…. Main tujhe kaise bhul gayi..???

But Tujhe main kya du… almost sare awards to tuni hi mujhe diye hai.

Bas tere liye main ye hi bana payi re meri Sameera.

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I would always be thankful and grateful to my non-blogger friends. Who have been there with me in almost evry thick and thin. And have inspired and encouraged me to no end. Without their support I am nothing. They are:

My Family
My God
My Soul
My Heart
My Happiness
My Sorrows and Pains
Each and evrything around me
Arpu
Bayzid
Bobby sir
Chandan
Deepa di
Kalpajeet da
Kaushik da
Prasun da
Shona-mona

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HAVE A NICE DAY........!!!

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I Love My Life

I came from the ashes
And to the ashes
I will go.
But can death snatch me away
Untill it's time?

Time …
Time is very strong.
It stops for none.
Gradually …
It moves on.

But pains...
Do they dull with time?
Can we ever hide ourselves
Inside the womb of time
Just to escape
From the pains of life?

I believe…
Pains are not to be escaped
But to be dealt with.
By taking the help of our
Evergreen Spirit.

The moment I have learnt
To love my life.
My cruel pains have lost
All their burning shines.

Now in pain my pains cry
Whenevr they see my eyes
Full of love and zest
For life.

copyright © 2007 preetilatasarkar
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Not long I realized that I am one of the many beautiful creations of God and like everything else my life has got a meaning too.
Few days back Shalini tag me to write about my new year resolutions. But I am one of those who can never stick to their resolutions. Infact I don’t believe in resolutions. ( Dear Shalini, I hope this post will be fine!)
But today on 1st jan’08 I promise to myself that I will always love and respect my life as well as each and evrything around me no matter what. It is not a resolution but a promise meant not only for 2008 but forever till I am alive. (Yes till I am alive because I don’t have any idea about after death life.)

After all..

“I am living not because I was born. But I was born because I want to live.”

***image source: internet

Faces

At the end of the day
When the sky is all black,
When the pin-drop-silence
Engulfs the earth,
When the moon is all tired-up,
And the stars don’t want to
Twinkle any more.
I close my eyes, and I see faces.
Faces I have known, faces unknown.
Faces I love, faces I don’t care about.
Faces no longer in my life,
Faces who are intrinsic parts of it.
Faces whom I have never seen,
Faces whom I will never meet again.
Faces, faces, and only faces,
I see all kind of them.
A sense of gratitude fills my heart
Whenever I see them all.

Am thankful to god
For having known them,
No matter how, why, and when.
And I don’t regret
A SINGLE ONE.




~~~preetilata~~~

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