Just A Scribble.

When dreams shatter, the heart bleeds.
But new flower blooms after every crushing
And spreads the fragrance everywhere.

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Mmmmmmmmm BLESSED !

Falling sick is not always bad…. And I got to know this very recently. Thanks to all these season changes and all, I was so much sick that I didn’t go to college for a full weak. But this time I actually fell in love with my fever…cough and cold. You must be wondering “why?…why?…why?”. Because I got to take my long pending rests….infact I rested so much that I got tired of taking rests…. But what to do in that case….I spent whole lot of time in chatting and doing nothing. :D . Right now my deepest acknowledgement goes to G-talk and YM…because of these I got two more lovely friends. Ok..ok.. thanks a lot to blogspot.com too as this one is the main platform. Hmm..so now four of us rock together. Together we four are stars, mad-angels, gems, dumbis (though someone amongst us doesn’t agree to be a dumbi! :P ) , and what nots.

During these days one more not so old friendship has also gained a new dimension. It has grown sweeter, lovlier, more beautiful, and stronger. That sweet and cute friend of mine never forgets to give me some short-n-sweet dozes of valuable gyaans coated with love and wrapped in care every now-n-then. What I have not told this cute friend yet is that I really love those dozes of gyaans very very much. I actually look forward to listen to them each n every day as these li’l gyaans fills my days with much more meaning and beauty.

What more!.. one of my dearest and nearest friend is getting married that too very soon. she calls me her thakma(grandmom). oyi natni...me soooooo happy for you. May God bless you always and all the happiness of this universe be yours.

As if all these happinesses were not enough and thus I was blessed and honoured with so many beautifully encouraging awards from my blogger friends. So now as per tradition I am passing forward some of these awards and trying to spread the happiness every where.

*** Spirit (a damn powerful writter) has blessed me with “A roar for powerful words” Award. Thanks a lot dear, I am honoured and happy too. And now it’s my turn to forward it to five more bloggers who according to me are powerful in there own unique way of writing.

I pass it on to: Sameera, Lena, Divya, Indro, Mel
P.S :Mel I know you don’t accept any awards. But when it came to select a powerful writter I was not able to replace your name with any other name. I am sorry if I have hurt you. But please don’t misunderstand me.

This powerful lion has a cute tail…. Yes I need to write three thing about what I believe are necessary to make writing good and powerful. Gosh! What to do now? … I never thought of it … But the three things that are coming to my mind are: HONESTY, LOVE and RESPECT.
How could our writing be powerful untill and unless we are not able to acknowledge the truth…not honest to whatever we write…to our thoughts and imaginations. Love and respect for writing along with being honest is what I think necessary to make any writing powerful.
You can read the rules for the award here of how to pass it on and such as well as pick up your own copy of the award.

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***The next couple of awards are from LENA: Thanks my Lenu-Janu for all your love, support, encouragement and being just a huggs away whenever I need you.
1. You have My Heart Award:

yes lenu…u do have my heart and so do I have yours.
I would love to pass it on to: Sami, Divvu, Arpu, Indro, Spirit

2. Excellent blog award: Shalini and Spirit too gave me this award.
I would pass it to : Sami, Divvu, Indro, Priya, Virtual Rambler, Akila, Noushy, Mann, kalyan.

3. I Love U This Much Award: Huh! Janu... I love you double than this much...no tripple :PI would pass it to : Divvu, Arpu, Shalini, Arthi, Mads, Priencess Heidi, Mann, Sami

4. You Make My Day, 5. Friendly Site, 6. Best Blogging Buddies, 7. Forever Friends: for everyone on my blogroll.

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***Next bunch of awards are from Divya: Thnks a lot mera shona divvu. uuuummmmmaaaa :)
1. The giant bear hug:

I would pass it to : Noushy, Sami, Kaylee,Lena, Arpu, Spirit, Akila, Shalini, Arthi, Mann, Mads, Kaushiki, Sandhya, Heidi

2. Cute blogger: Who is more cuter Divvu...Me or You..?? :DI would pass it to: Spirit, Kaushiki, Heidi, Arpan, Sami, Shalini, Sandhya, Lena, Mads, Mann, Akila.

3. Truly Sweet : It's for everyone on my blogroll.

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***Now comes Shalini’s Awards: Thanks a lot dear. You never keep yourself behind in encouraging me. I am really lucky to have you as my friend.
1. Break Out Blogger:

I would pass it to : Lena, Naushy, -Xh-, Sami, Akila, Divvu, Spirit, Virtual Rambler, Vikas

2. Interesting Blog: I would pass it to : Sami, Divvu, Shashi, Shashi(doc), Lena, -Xh-, Compassion Unlimited, kalyan.

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***Next one is from Noushy:
White Roses Award: May all our friendship bloom like these beautiful white roses.

I would pass it to : Divya, Shalini, Sandhya, Lena, Arthi, Sami, Vikas, Priya, Akila, Mads, Mann, Spirit, Kaylee

God! So much love, appreciation and accolades! Do I actually deserve them? … yes I do… I do… I do deserve them so u all do deserve them…and as u deserve them so please accept these li’l love tokens and spread the happiness everywhere.

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Oh! That's not the ennnnnd of it!

The icing on the cake was this new personalized template. Isin’t it breathtaking? God! I just love this new template. It reflects me so..so..so well. I am wondering Lenu-Janu, how do you know me so well! …The tempu you made for me is “So Much Me”!
Oh! Before I forgt it let me inform you all … “this so-much-me-me-template was made non other than by my dearest-darling-Lenu-janu" :) …. So Lenu-janu here’s come my heartiest Thankies mixed with love, filled with care, coated with best wishes , garnished with kisses and wrapped with dumbiness for YOU. Now please don’t call me a dumbi infront of all… lol…lol…lol :D

Seriously … sometimes fever can be a blessing too…so what it’s in disguise :D

For Anonymous ;)

I was wandering in this world like an ignorent soul,
Knew nothing about love and life as a whole.
Suddenly.. You came to my life
As quietly as possible
And you touched me...and changed me as quietly as possible.
For me you are not the wild storm
But the pleasant… soft wind
Full of fresh love and cares to the hilt...
You are the sea full of Love and maturity..
I am the free flowing river of emotions lacking maturity...
You are not the rose that can be found everywhere
But some wild rare flower..
That only few can get.
I am the deer... and you are the forest,
I am the bird...and you are the sky,
I am the rain... and you are the cloud,
I am the ray...but you are the sun,
I am the moon ...but you are the nite,
I am the fire....but you are the light,
I am the rock...and you are my strength.
You are the heart...but I am the beats,
You are the life...and I am the soul..
You are the one..who made me believe..
That I am beautiful and as special as a queen.
You are the one..who made me to feel
That my silly heart is also capable of loving.
Thanx for coming to my life as a friend.
Thanx for taking me to the wild wild rain.
Thanx for bringing my real self out.
Thanx for givin me the voice
To shout out loud..
Now I can see that the world is truely beautiful..
And I m as beautiful as the dew drops on the grass..
Now my life is not the same anymore..
Because now I know how to love freely..
Now my heart beats for love...and with love only..
And every beat of mine shouts that

I LOVE YOU ..and..YOU ONLY.....

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Wrote this silly poem atleast two years ago....so u must have found hell lot of childish elements in it. but still i love the poem so much :D ....cos that's what i am... a big time silly :P

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Wish you all a Very Happy Valentine's DAY. :)

Forbidden… is it?

Can love ever be called forbidden--
Just because from the world
It is kept hidden?

Lips can be sealed
From uttering those three words
But how will you stop
The voice of two hearts?

Tears can dry, visions can blur
But how on earth
Can love ever lose its colour?
The shine can fade,
The shade can pale
But its existence will be there
Inside somewhere.

It can never be expressed
Neither can be shown.
Outside the soul
Can never be grown.
But it will exist
Inside somewhere
Even after death
Forever hidden.
Yet how can you say
It is forbidden?

Who are you to call it so?
When this hidden love is
Not bothering you?

Love is love
No matter what.
Ending on eternity
Starting from forever.

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copyright © 2007-08 preetilatasarkar

***image source: internet

One Last Request of a Dead Soul !

Today…
In delirium
I walk
Towards my
Lost past.
For the first time
In the last seven years
I have stepped out
Of this fallen place.
Am I halucinating
Or is it true,
That I have strengthened
Myself to meet you?

Oh! Yes! There I can see
My sacred temple
At the head of the road-end.
Only ten steps are there
In between the two of us.

I am here…I am here…
But shall I enter
Along with my fallen self?
They say that I am a whore
Please don’t believe them anymore.
Open the door once
See, it’s me…
Your darling soul.

It’s true, my body has been touched
By so many known-unknown hands
But my soul is still untouched
And as much pure as your
Never dying hopes are.

I cannot wait for long
Please open the door once
And let me hug you tight
and sleep on your lap.

I always knew it…
That the door is
Forever close for me.
But still I came
Along With my
Dead hope and soul
To meet you once.
You do not worry at all
Am returning back
To my hell…my only place.
See, I cannot even cry.
Like you, even the tears
Have left me all alone.
In the past seven years,
One by one…
I have lost all my tears,
And now I am nothing
But a lost soul.

But Maa!
Can I make one last request
Before I go?
If possible give me back
Those pair of shoes
Which father snatched away
From my small feet
Before he handed me over
To that brutal hand
For a huge amount
Of rupees two thousand
And an old broken
Kitchen rack….

copyright © 2007 preetilatasarkar

***image source: internet

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